<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914</id><updated>2011-11-18T09:25:16.582+07:00</updated><title type='text'>..: Mata Besar :..</title><subtitle type='html'>Aku dianugerahi mata dari Tuhan. Mata yang tergolong besar. Aku senang punya mata besar. Dengan mata besar aku dapat melihat dunia lebih luas. Tapi aku juga tidak mau sombong dengan mata besar. Karena aku tahu mata yang besar lebih mudah kena debu...hehehe...</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>28</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-755355878427215869</id><published>2010-11-13T00:00:00.001+07:00</published><updated>2010-11-13T00:01:34.179+07:00</updated><title type='text'>multiply site maintance mulu...</title><summary type='text'>kacaaaauuuuu!!!lelangnya hilang...nggak diijinin deh ikut lelang kali ini...siyaaaalll!!</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/755355878427215869/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=755355878427215869' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/755355878427215869'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/755355878427215869'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2010/11/multiply-site-maintance-mulu.html' title='multiply site maintance mulu...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-7766077742969387514</id><published>2010-11-12T22:51:00.003+07:00</published><updated>2010-11-12T23:00:33.684+07:00</updated><title type='text'>meet my new inspiration...</title><summary type='text'>Raoul Tigor Muzakki 8mos. Learning to love books.Learning to stand. 8,5mos</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/7766077742969387514/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=7766077742969387514' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/7766077742969387514'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/7766077742969387514'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2010/11/meet-my-new-inspiration.html' title='meet my new inspiration...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tzmhTEHTRds/TN1jInEEGNI/AAAAAAAAAA0/VPq7wnQO1RI/s72-c/Chika1075.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-3886332444402175036</id><published>2010-11-12T20:45:00.005+07:00</published><updated>2010-11-12T21:59:19.379+07:00</updated><title type='text'>mengupas aku...</title><summary type='text'>Sudah bertahun-tahun, dari saat aku bercerita dan berkisah. Rasanya ketika membuka kembali lembaran lalu, ada berbagai rasa yang muncul. Akan tetapi kebanyakan hanya datar, mungkin antena atau radarnya sudah mulai karatan. Seperti pisau, sudah mulai tumpul kurang diasah. Begitu lucu bagaimana hidup bisa berjalan hingga sekarang. Terkadang masih terasa seperti mimpi. Sekolah, kuliah, bekerja, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/3886332444402175036/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=3886332444402175036' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/3886332444402175036'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/3886332444402175036'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2010/11/mengupas-aku.html' title='mengupas aku...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-8284103820134398901</id><published>2008-10-08T11:16:00.002+07:00</published><updated>2008-10-08T11:45:53.597+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Living Goddess??</title><summary type='text'>Katmandu baru saja mempunyai seorang Dewi baru. Okay, first of all, yang didaulat jadi dewi itu baru berumur 3 tahun. WOW! Pertama saya pikir, how lucky she is! Karena pasti dia disembah oleh seluruh umat Budha dan Hindu. Tapi setelah saya baca artikel yahoo news tersebut... saya berpikir...kok jadi dewi nasibnya sedih banget sih...Setelah anak itu didaulat, ia akan tinggal menyendiri disuatu </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/8284103820134398901/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=8284103820134398901' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/8284103820134398901'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/8284103820134398901'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2008/10/living-goddess.html' title='Living Goddess??'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-461940103326113628</id><published>2008-06-18T14:01:00.002+07:00</published><updated>2008-11-13T12:23:30.212+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Aku ingin percaya bahwa aku bisa...</title><summary type='text'>Kadang setiap orang harus tiba di suatu titik dimana mereka diharuskan untuk menghadapi kenyataan hidup. Dunia ini luas. Dan orang harus mulai menyadari dunia yang nyata. Dimana dunia nyata itu tidak lah mudah untuk dihadapi. Dan ini berlaku pada hari ini. Sejak dulu aku orang yang polos dan tidak suka basa basi. Aku mengatakan semua keinginanku dengan jujur. Tetapi ternyata di dunia ini, tidak </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/461940103326113628/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=461940103326113628' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/461940103326113628'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/461940103326113628'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2008/06/aku-ingin-percaya-bahwa-aku-bisa.html' title='Aku ingin percaya bahwa aku bisa...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tzmhTEHTRds/SFi1A1b_PpI/AAAAAAAAAAQ/PhLK0o6TrPo/s72-c/truly.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-7380173723358824804</id><published>2008-03-14T12:46:00.001+07:00</published><updated>2008-06-18T13:59:18.396+07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Oh, God...This is so boring.I spent an expensive amount of money just for neglected by the prof's...Remember this line...i used to say it..and until now...hahaha...Kenapa ya, gwe agak merasa dirugikan dengan biaya 10 juta tiap semester untuk mengikuti program 'so-called' master... padahal dosennya sibuk banget dan lebih mengutamakan s1...how lame..Oh, well...</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/7380173723358824804/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=7380173723358824804' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/7380173723358824804'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/7380173723358824804'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2008/03/oh-god.html' title=''/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-295442034899365002</id><published>2007-06-10T21:32:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2007-06-10T21:56:05.937+07:00</updated><title type='text'>dedicated to my savior and protector...Dimas</title><summary type='text'>Wouldn't It Be NiceWouldn't it be nice if we were olderThen we wouldn't have to wait so longAnd wouldn't it be nice to live togetherIn the kind of world where we belongYou know its gonna make it that much betterWhen we can say goodnight and stay togetherWouldn't it be nice if we could wake upIn the morning when the day is newAnd after having spent the day togetherHold each other close the whole </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/295442034899365002/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=295442034899365002' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/295442034899365002'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/295442034899365002'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2007/06/dedicated-to-my-savior-and.html' title='dedicated to my savior and protector...Dimas'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-3225346073632652012</id><published>2007-06-10T21:22:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2007-06-10T21:31:16.158+07:00</updated><title type='text'>miss you riefta...</title><summary type='text'>kangen banget gwe sama elo rief.. selama ini gwe ngerasa..elo emang sahabat gwe banget..lo ada waktu gwe butuhin dan mudah2an gwe juga selalu ada waktu lo butuh.. Rief, tetep jadi cewek yang tegar yah...I'm idolizing you my mate.. (not really sih...hahaha, tapi kalo lo beliin gwe tas marc jacobs, pasti gwe idolizing elo! hahaha) Singapura ya rief...sekarang lo serasa jauuuuuh banget dari gwe...(</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/3225346073632652012/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=3225346073632652012' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/3225346073632652012'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/3225346073632652012'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2007/06/miss-you-riefta.html' title='miss you riefta...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-114475952024332981</id><published>2006-04-11T19:02:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2006-08-22T00:20:12.300+07:00</updated><title type='text'>What is our part in this life?</title><summary type='text'>Have you ever wondering, what is exactly you're doing in this universe?What is exactly YOUR CONTRIBUTION to this world?Well, I have. I have wondering. A lot.What is exactly I'm doing in this universe. I'm not so sure tho, what is my duty here. I'm still trying to be a human being. I don't have any real job, any real academic title, any real life. Hehehe. But I see people around me. People in some</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/114475952024332981/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=114475952024332981' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/114475952024332981'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/114475952024332981'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2006/04/what-is-our-part-in-this-life.html' title='What is our part in this life?'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-113036797822327121</id><published>2005-10-27T05:21:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-10-27T06:06:18.263+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Forgive me GOD for have sin..</title><summary type='text'>People change.Their faces.Their minds.Even their underwear. (gak lucu sih..)And your job as a human, slash people, is to change.Keep on changing.For a better changing of course.But who knows the better.You have to search yourself.The searching for the better is the second scary thing.The first scary thing is to change itself.Scary isn't it?We gotta make a change...It's time for us as a people to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/113036797822327121/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=113036797822327121' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/113036797822327121'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/113036797822327121'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/10/forgive-me-god-for-have-sin.html' title='Forgive me GOD for have sin..'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-112850025438464719</id><published>2005-10-05T14:51:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-10-05T15:17:34.430+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Selamat berpuasa! Happy fasting everyone!</title><summary type='text'>The holy month of Ramadhan has come people! Syenangnya... ^_^Chika minta maaf ya teman2..biar puasanya lebih afdol gitu..hehehe..Saya tau, saya banyak dosa kok..hehe..Hem, it's been a long time i don't write in here. How I missed it..I'm beginning to concern about me and my hobbies. It's been a long time I didn't write and draw or paint...Something missing..Yes, I'm sure.But the problem is, I </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/112850025438464719/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=112850025438464719' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/112850025438464719'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/112850025438464719'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/10/selamat-berpuasa-happy-fasting.html' title='Selamat berpuasa! Happy fasting everyone!'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-112227730764855954</id><published>2005-07-25T14:12:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-07-25T14:41:47.653+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Knock..knock..assalamualaikum! I'm back...</title><summary type='text'>Hellow fellow..How'dy?Look, I'm back..anybody miss me? (kege-eran abis!)It's good to be back in here. My reality life. I kinda miss my real life. Don't ask why.So, what did I miss? I think I missed a lot of things... Don't worry I'll catch up. I'm a fast learner. (inside jokes abis!). Any new gossips? ahahahahaha.First, I wanna say big thanks to all my friends who support me. You guys mean a lot </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/112227730764855954/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=112227730764855954' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/112227730764855954'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/112227730764855954'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/07/knockknockassalamualaikum-im-back.html' title='Knock..knock..assalamualaikum! I&apos;m back...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-111297834216280956</id><published>2005-04-08T23:23:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-04-08T23:39:02.166+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Dan kiamat tinggal sepuluh menit lagi...</title><summary type='text'>Semesta.Bumi. Benua Asia. Asia Tenggara. Indonesia. Jakarta.Ada seorang wanita berbaju hitam sedang berjalan sendirian sore itu. Ia sepertinya menikmati perjalanannya. Ia sepertinya tidak pernah tahu bahwa berjalan sendirian dengan tenang tanpa pikiran yang kontradiktif merayapi pikiran adalah sesuatu hal yang nikmat sekali. Hari itu tak terlalu cerah, langit berawan rendah. Sesekali matahari </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/111297834216280956/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=111297834216280956' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/111297834216280956'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/111297834216280956'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/04/dan-kiamat-tinggal-sepuluh-menit-lagi.html' title='Dan kiamat tinggal sepuluh menit lagi...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-111068885550199131</id><published>2005-03-13T11:24:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-03-13T11:40:55.506+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Have you ever woke up and felt lonely?</title><summary type='text'>I’m sitting here, staring blankly at my monitor, thinking how lucky my life is because I have out of loneliness. Or have I? really?I have bittersweet life like everybody else. And the good thing to know is, I kind of enjoy every single part of it, of my life. Even if sometimes I’m just moaning about it over and over again and making people bored of my story.I sometimes cry over it but there’s </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/111068885550199131/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=111068885550199131' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/111068885550199131'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/111068885550199131'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/03/have-you-ever-woke-up-and-felt-lonely.html' title='Have you ever woke up and felt lonely?'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-110943296800254064</id><published>2005-02-26T22:38:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-02-26T22:57:46.850+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Saya 'positif' ...</title><summary type='text'>Kehidupan bisa sangat memuakkan. Dan menyenangkan. Apa yang salah yah dari saya? Saya selalu saja melihat sesuatu hal dari sisi yang terburuk. Dan ternyata, cara pandang seperti itu bukan membuat saya jadi lebih bekerja keras untuk membuat hal tersebut berhasil di kemudian hari. Yang ada adalah saya membuat hal tersebut makin buruk, memperparah yang sudah parah. Istilahnya "self fulfilling </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/110943296800254064/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=110943296800254064' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110943296800254064'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110943296800254064'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/02/saya-positif.html' title='Saya &apos;positif&apos; ...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-110768635195587006</id><published>2005-02-06T17:31:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-02-06T18:07:46.926+07:00</updated><title type='text'>“So this is how it feels to wear a disposable panty, huh?”</title><summary type='text'>Jum’at sore kemaren, 4 Feb 2005, gwe datang ke reuni SMP gwe, SMP Muhammadiah 31 class of ’99. Seru banget! Gwe nggak nyangka yang datang banyak juga. Makasih yah sama panitianya! Kalian sukses banget! Hani, Ula, Ciput, Rinna, Dicky dan Danty! Salut banget buat lo! Wah, seneng deh ngeliat anak-anak yang lama nggak gwe liat ngumpul lagi. Udah berapa lama yah gwe nggak kumpul bareng mereka. </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/110768635195587006/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=110768635195587006' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110768635195587006'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110768635195587006'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/02/so-this-is-how-it-feels-to-wear.html' title='“So this is how it feels to wear a disposable panty, huh?”'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-110647564051003560</id><published>2005-01-23T17:17:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-01-23T17:44:29.086+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Beautiful Bittersweet Saturday</title><summary type='text'>Minggu ini sangat menyenangkan! Kok, tiba-tiba gwe jadi inget tokoh komik Miiko yah, yang kata Verdy mirip sama gwe. Hehehehe, ngga papa deh Miiko kan lucu, seperti gwe. ^_^Aduh, jadi pengen senyum-senyum terus nih. Hehehe. Jadi males cerita..Gimana dong mas..lo baca pikiran gwe aja deh..hehehe..Di otak gwe, syaraf-sayaraf yang bekerja pasti lagi membentuk muka tokoh Mr. Smile dan semuanya </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/110647564051003560/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=110647564051003560' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110647564051003560'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110647564051003560'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/01/beautiful-bittersweet-saturday.html' title='Beautiful Bittersweet Saturday'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-110587192187560548</id><published>2005-01-16T17:30:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-01-16T17:38:41.876+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Bukan Posting Terakhir..</title><summary type='text'>Hem, iya tanti, ini yang terakhir. Gwe nggak berani berharap dan gwe nggak mau berharap. I make a promise to myself and I have to keep it. It's over. Gwe nggak mau kebanyakan mimpi. INI YANG TERAKHIR dan SEMUA SUDAH SELESAI. Ini sudah di tahun yang baru, start fresh! (with a smile, not a tear.)When I say it's done, then it's done. Not much, not less.You can go on dreaming, tho. I'm happy for </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/110587192187560548/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=110587192187560548' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110587192187560548'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110587192187560548'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/01/bukan-posting-terakhir.html' title='Bukan Posting Terakhir..'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-110533876417525148</id><published>2005-01-10T13:10:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-01-10T13:32:44.176+07:00</updated><title type='text'>suatu siang yang berpetir..</title><summary type='text'>Hm..sebuah cerita yang selesai dalam satu hari, tepatnya dalam 2 jam. Nah, ini yang dimaksud dengan penggunaan waktu yang efisien. hehehe...Suatu siang yang berpetir.Aku bernama, ah, kau tak usah tahu namaku. Namaku tak penting. Aku hanya ingin mengisahkan sepenggal kekesalan dan pelajaran yang kudapat. Aku berumur 20 tahun sekarang. Aku masih kuliah jika kau tanya. Aku tergolong mahasiswa </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/110533876417525148/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=110533876417525148' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110533876417525148'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110533876417525148'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/01/suatu-siang-yang-berpetir.html' title='suatu siang yang berpetir..'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-110457083044117879</id><published>2005-01-01T15:37:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2005-01-01T16:13:50.440+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Goodbye 2004, welcome 2005</title><summary type='text'>Pergantian tahun bagi gwe biasa aja. Nothing really special about it. For my life personally, I know and I realize, I have change a lot from the day I started year 2004. And anyway it’s like a journey this life, isn’t it? You just need the ‘right map’ to get to where you’re headed to (Chika, 2004).  ^_^For Indonesia, it’s a bittersweet year this 2004, isn’t it? Bayangin aja, pemilu sukses, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/110457083044117879/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=110457083044117879' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110457083044117879'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110457083044117879'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2005/01/goodbye-2004-welcome-2005.html' title='Goodbye 2004, welcome 2005'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-110339155196438282</id><published>2004-12-19T01:35:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-12-19T01:03:51.993+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Work ALL day, No playin'...what a sad-sad life...</title><summary type='text'>Huhuhu...uhuk!uhuk! *nangis sambil batuk maksudnya..*Sedihnya diriku..Gila, gwe mulai membasi dan membusuk ditumpukan tugas, kertas-kertas fotokopian. BASI! Kehidupan gwe makin menyedihkan nih kayaknya. Gimana nggak menyedihkan, bulan ini hidup gwe: penuh dengan tugas yang mengejar-ngejar! sampe gwe nggak pernah bisa tidur nyenyak, bahkan waktu tidur gwe yang sudah cukup sedikit berkurang </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/110339155196438282/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=110339155196438282' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110339155196438282'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/110339155196438282'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/12/work-all-day-no-playinwhat-sad-sad.html' title='Work ALL day, No playin&apos;...what a sad-sad life...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-109678677086647727</id><published>2004-10-03T13:30:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-10-03T14:02:32.540+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Fiuh! akhirnya....selesai juga....</title><summary type='text'>Alhamdulillah, akhirnya selesai juga PSAU-PROSESInya. Untung cuma sebulan..coba kalo nambah lagi...Hiiiii....gwe mending milih jadi totally S.O.! hehehe..nggak juga sih..Yah, outboundnya lumayan lah...lumayan pegel2, lumayan basah2, lumayan bete..tapi lumayan seru juga sih...*thanks to bang ketua PSAU 2004!*Gini ceritanya...lumayan pegel2--padahal gwe nggak jadi mentor atau peserta outbound</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/109678677086647727/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=109678677086647727' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109678677086647727'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109678677086647727'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/10/fiuh-akhirnyaselesai-juga.html' title='Fiuh! akhirnya....selesai juga....'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-109558563141761037</id><published>2004-09-19T16:16:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-09-19T17:14:03.566+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Sore yang tenang....</title><summary type='text'>Gwe bener-bener butuh sore yang tenang..yang banyak anginnya..sepoi2. Seminggu kemaren gwe hampir nggak tahan sama apa yang gwe dapet, semua cobaan dan sejenisnya. Akhirnya, di suatu Rabu, gwe meledak juga. Thanks to tanti for the advice and for calming me down and for all the tissues you gave me. What a long night!Seminggu kemaren, gwe bener2 lelah fisik dan mental ditambah lagi sama semua </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/109558563141761037/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=109558563141761037' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109558563141761037'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109558563141761037'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/09/sore-yang-tenang.html' title='Sore yang tenang....'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-109310419715232200</id><published>2004-08-17T20:09:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-08-21T23:03:17.153+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Cintapuccino : Are you aready to find your NIMO? </title><summary type='text'>Yak, sodara2! Wabah Cintapuccino mulai menyebar. Hehehe. Siap-siap, setelah anda membaca buku cintapuccino, anda akan merasakan kisah cinta yang lalu atau yang pernah anda alami atau mungkin yang sedang anda alami akan terbuka lebar, selebar-lebarnya di dalam setiap lembar buku ini. Hihihi. Hiperbolis banget yah!Tapi ada benernya juga kok, cinta segitiga memang menjual! Hehehe. Dan memang </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/109310419715232200/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=109310419715232200' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310419715232200'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310419715232200'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/08/cintapuccino-are-you-aready-to-find.html' title='Cintapuccino : Are you aready to find your NIMO? '/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-109310404907523829</id><published>2004-08-03T22:29:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-08-21T23:00:49.076+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Gala!! Gawe-nya Anak LApan... </title><summary type='text'>Gila, galanya oke! Nggak banget sih..ada beberapa hal yang membosankan. Tapi itu nanti, kita ceritain yang asik dulu. Di JHCC hari minggu 1 agustus 2004 dijadikan ajang reuni sama anak2. Gwe seneng banget ketemu temen2 gwe. Nanyain kabar masing2, cipika cipiki, tentu sama yang cewe ajah! Hehehehe. Have fun bangetlah suasananya!Tentunya sebelum masuk melihat-lihat anak SMA sekitar. Gila! Gwe </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/109310404907523829/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=109310404907523829' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310404907523829'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310404907523829'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/08/gala-gawe-nya-anak-lapan.html' title='Gala!! Gawe-nya Anak LApan... '/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-109310285436490524</id><published>2004-07-06T12:22:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-08-21T22:58:15.750+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Bapak2, Ibu2, semua yang ada di sini...*hehehe*</title><summary type='text'>KPU MENGUCAPKAN SELAMAT IDUL FITRI eh, TERIMA KASIHKPU mengucapkan terima kasih dan penghargaan kepada pemilih, pemerintah (pusat sampai daerah), peserta Pemilu, Organisasi Masyarakat Sipil, Kepolisian RI, TNI, jajaran Penyelenggara Pemilu 2004 (KPU Provinsi, KPU Kabupaten/Kota, PPK, PPS, KPPS), Panwaslu, kami sampaikan Ucapan Terima Kasih dan Penghargaan setinggi-tingginya atas peran serta </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/109310285436490524/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=109310285436490524' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310285436490524'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310285436490524'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/07/bapak2-ibu2-semua-yang-ada-di.html' title='Bapak2, Ibu2, semua yang ada di sini...*hehehe*'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-109310256353275776</id><published>2004-07-04T21:50:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-08-21T22:56:44.803+07:00</updated><title type='text'>"Pemilu sebentar lagi..."--seperti lagunya Bimbo..eh, itu Lebaran yah...</title><summary type='text'>Wah, H-1 satu nih. Pemilu 5 Juli, milih Presiden langsung untuk pertama kalinya! Gimana rakyat Indonesia, pada milih nggak nih? Sayang loh! Karena suara kamu ngaruh banget! hehehe..Gwe terus terang benci banget sama slogan itu "karena suara kamu ngaruh banget!" Kayaknya jawabannya nggak menerangkan banget dan muter2. Udah gitu, emang orang Indoensia semuanya mikir pake pheriperal route! *kok jadi</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/109310256353275776/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=109310256353275776' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310256353275776'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310256353275776'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/07/pemilu-sebentar-lagi-seperti-lagunya.html' title='&quot;Pemilu sebentar lagi...&quot;--seperti lagunya Bimbo..eh, itu Lebaran yah...'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5858914.post-109310234309052325</id><published>2004-07-04T12:24:00.000+07:00</published><updated>2004-08-21T22:48:30.420+07:00</updated><title type='text'>Maafkan aku Bunda.....</title><summary type='text'>Maafkan aku Bundapuisi teruntuk bundaku yang sedang bermuram durja... Saat aku dulu tak berdaya, begitu rapuh dan mungilBunda memapahku tanpa kenal lelahPada waktu aku sakit...Bunda mengorbankan kenikmatan lelapnya tidurSaat aku butuh bimbingan… Dengan senyum tulus bunda membantuku meskipun ia juga letihSaat aku terjerumus dalam lubang kehidupanBunda mengulurkan tangannya yang lembut </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/feeds/109310234309052325/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5858914&amp;postID=109310234309052325' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310234309052325'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5858914/posts/default/109310234309052325'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://matabesar.blogspot.com/2004/07/maafkan-aku-bunda.html' title='Maafkan aku Bunda.....'/><author><name>the one with the random mind...</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931751050994522490</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='21' src='http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/seanjc15/mata.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
